Because.. That's just life.



The little things people often overlooked at maybe something even bigger, valuable and important. How life touches you, the discovery of what and who you are all about, understanding your heart is what matters most as a human being. Believe me, you make decisions using your heart instead of your brain. So one cannot think and make wise decisions without being able to understand their heart. You have a direction to go, you have various choices to choose from, it's all really up to you on how you want to live your life. Your decisions represents what you are in life today. Wrong choice? Well, don't just sit there and wait for things to get back in track. Because they never will unless you do something about it. Life happens. To solve a problem, you must be able to get to the root of it, get inside the mess and face it like a man. Love like you'll die today, because you will eventually. Disappointments happen everyday. But you've got to move on because if you keep holding on to the wrong person, you will never find your soul mate. And get hurt a lot. So? You'll die a hundred years old just so you know, humans threat you nothing.



If you live your life just for the sake of living it, you are pretty much dead already. Stop being in denial. Start accepting or maybe even pretend that life is okay even when you know the truth that life is pretty much full of shit. You wouldn't know how to describe pain or even know what it is like until you experience one first hand. Heart aches from time to time, and even when they still do, you can't just give up and run away from it.




Because at the end of the day, life is forever in a 'testing' place. Thanks to God, because without meeting Him, I wouldn't have gone through His 'testing' and by means I wouldn't know who and what I am made of. Religion isn't just religion. No matter how you've been brought up, you are always reminded of who and what you are inside. But you've got to trust in order to feel the presence of love and beauty in your heart. I do not believe in the concept of being compulsory and forcefully religious to express your love for religion because the most important thing is, you must understand yourself first. Because without understanding yourself, you can never figure out what are your motives and purposes when 'talking' to God. There will be no mirrors to reflect onto your doubts, and you'll live your life forever in a maze finding for a way out and end up killing the disease that grows inside you. Don't rush into it, take your time. Everyday is a new lesson. Find pride, morale, love & humanity - That's life inside you. Because.. you control faith. And it's neither the angel or devil.




Different people with different paths and beliefs. But I've found mine and the God I love is great and know what's the best thing? I am still ME. I don't have to change and turn myself into someone else just because I lead a different way of life because being yourself is the best you can be.





Aleya Ariana. 29 August 2010,
4.54 am